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[abilouise]

The someday cafe is closing as of saturday, which shouldn't feel like a way of life dying, because it's stupid to feel that way about a commercial establishment, but it does. and today I had a good someday experience that made me remember some of who I am/want to be more of and then wanted to go back and keep talking to this boy tonight but they're closing at 9pm every night until they're gone. And it's sad. and makes me feel like I've been focussing on the wrong things in my life.

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The Someday Cafe will be having a Silent Auction from now until 5pm Saturday the 12th. I have 3 gift certificates up for grabs and will have a photo later in the week. If you want to go bid on these items or on those of anyone else go do it! It would make me feel validated to have my items bid on and you would be helping the good cause of my continuing sense of permanency in this highly impermanent town that every year around this time breaks my heart with who is leaving that I love. I hate change. I hate leaving. I hate having no say in these matters. I went to Toad tonight and not even THAT could shake me out of my almost-crying funk. If you are a friend of mine that I never see and you live locally, the next few weeks would be a good time to call me up or email me.

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[abilouise.livejournal.com]

Wow! Really? When are you coming back?

[gigglefest.livejournal.com]

Yup, really. I'll be back at the beginning of September. And I have intentions of permanence (or "until life throws me a surprise" semi-permanence, anyway) this time.